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Alcohol Allowed Me to Hide My Autism (Even From Myself)

Alcohol Allowed Me to Hide My Autism (Even From Myself)

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Chelsey Flood
Apr 17, 2021
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If I hadn't gotten sober I would never have worked it out.

A cut out collage of a zebra mixed with a frog with a yellow flower at the centre and a butterfly landing on the flower.

The first time I drank, it was a revelation. Alcohol allowed me to access the fun personality I reserved for close friends, and bring it to the party. It allowed me to stop worrying about how weird I was and just enjoy it. For the first time in my young life, I seemed able to step into the sunshi…

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