I am pleased to hear your give yourself so much credit, and recognition Chelsy. Your inner child is desperate for you to parent her and not others. Core beliefs are do deep rooted without the right input and support patterns get repeated .
The fact you have got this far means you can keep exploring this new territory and do not need to escape into as many self sabotaged behaviours.
I lost a sponsee today as she did not put her programme first. It is a big lesson for me. Lots of people says yes to all the goodies that recovery brings and end up believing they need those more than putting a programme first.
I am devastated as I feel betrayed , but I have really enjoyed being her sponsor for 10 months and many times may have succumbed to sugar and alchohol , except I would not have been able to sponsor her. So she helped me run the film as it were, even if she forgot to do it herself.
Thanks for writing back to me it is important for me to feel my esh is valued.
Glad to hear you sounding many percent better.as the way I cope with you and anyone else who I am interested in and they me is by the boundaries we had in our calls that I set up and you gave then a go.
Thanks for resources in this I know you want to pass on every ounce of your recovery
I’m so sick of my Polite Robot ~ Thank you for naming it Chelsey... I tuck myself away & isolate so much, because I’m so pissed off with that namesake, which has become so entrenched in my communications ~ it makes me want to vomit out ALL the fear I’m feeling right now.
I am pleased to hear your give yourself so much credit, and recognition Chelsy. Your inner child is desperate for you to parent her and not others. Core beliefs are do deep rooted without the right input and support patterns get repeated .
The fact you have got this far means you can keep exploring this new territory and do not need to escape into as many self sabotaged behaviours.
I lost a sponsee today as she did not put her programme first. It is a big lesson for me. Lots of people says yes to all the goodies that recovery brings and end up believing they need those more than putting a programme first.
I am devastated as I feel betrayed , but I have really enjoyed being her sponsor for 10 months and many times may have succumbed to sugar and alchohol , except I would not have been able to sponsor her. So she helped me run the film as it were, even if she forgot to do it herself.
Thanks for writing back to me it is important for me to feel my esh is valued.
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Glad to hear you sounding many percent better.as the way I cope with you and anyone else who I am interested in and they me is by the boundaries we had in our calls that I set up and you gave then a go.
Thanks for resources in this I know you want to pass on every ounce of your recovery
I’m so sick of my Polite Robot ~ Thank you for naming it Chelsey... I tuck myself away & isolate so much, because I’m so pissed off with that namesake, which has become so entrenched in my communications ~ it makes me want to vomit out ALL the fear I’m feeling right now.
Thank you for teaching me xxx